Politico ( http://politico.pro/2dvNjqp ) – The day I decided to take my own life.

The day it felt like I was dying.

The moment I had to kill myself.

The time I lost everything I had, and now I have nothing.

I’ve tried to kill the thought of my family ever again.

But I’m going to try and keep living, and when I can’t, I’ll stop trying.

I had an incredible year.

I have a new job and a new family, and I love it.

It’s the best thing I’ve ever done.

My goal is to help people understand that there’s nothing like a good old-fashioned, gutsy day at the office.

And the more I understand what I’m getting into, the more it makes me feel like I’ve made a big difference.

I think if I keep doing what I do, I’m gonna be fine.

The past year has been filled with ups and downs.

I remember being at my office one day and my boss was asking me how many people I had on the team.

I said, I don’t have one person.

I was like, That’s OK.

I’m not even a team member anymore.

I’m not sure I can handle this anymore.

I am exhausted.

I feel like my heart is beating out of my chest.

I try to stay positive.

But even if I get caught up in the moment, I can feel myself sinking back into the abyss.